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I don't need words to flatter me..
... your voice to soothe me..
... your touch to entice me..
... your eyes to beckon me.

Your very existence alone is an inspiration.
Where you stand, my eyes will follow.
When you speak, my ears prickle.
How you smile, my lips quiver.

To others, your presence may be vague..
... ordinary..
... trivial..
... unremarkarble.

The fault is theirs for they failed to notice.
... your charm..
... your light..
... your passion.

Yes, I don't need anything beyond 'you'.
... the promise of a future..
... the comfort within false trust..
... the hope of acceptance.

This feeling is mine alone to cherish.
... my love..
... my fantasy..
... my disillusion.


I for one never cared for loved songs
But now that I've fallen deep
I find the verses echoing in my head
If first love never dies
Then how were people able to move on and love again
I believe that this is my first true love
There's no reason nor condition
When unspoken, the sentiments are mutual
Yet when voiced out, it's merely unrequited
Now that I've confessed my feelings
How long shall I wait.. can I? should I?
Especially when such a remark has already led me to tears
Tell me, if this is love
Where does it begin and when will it end?

Sounds about right

Your rainbow is strongly shaded green.


What is says about you: You are an intelligent person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.


Survey thyself

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
| No but I want to be..
02) What was your dream growing up?
| To stay happy and stress-free lol.
03) What talent do you wish you had?
| Talent in musical playing instruments. However I neither have the enthusiasm nor the patience.
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
| Hot choco for breakfast; Iced tea for lunch; Iced milk for dinner; Vodka cruiser/blue monkey for a night out; sweet red wine for a formal party
05) Favorite vegetable?
| Nada, I don't eat vegetables
06) What was the last book you read?
| Tales of Evaras
07) What zodiac sign are you?
| Aries
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
| Normal ear piercings, one per ear
09) Worst Habit?
| Napping anywhere, anytime, and anyway
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
| To share a public ride? ...
11) What is your favorite sport?
| To play table tennis; to watch basketball
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
| I'm optimistic at most
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
| Offer you a candy and start a small conversation
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
| Mobile phone crisis twice in a month.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
| What I think and what I do are totally different (battle between my good conscience and my inner desires)
16) Do you have any pets?
| Used to have dogs, love birds, and fish. Now tending to a stray cat that wanders to our house often times.
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
| Dona ta desuka? [I'll ask for your intention first before letting you in]
18) What was your first impression of me?
[Who am I supposed to be expecting]
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
| Both; scary in a cute way.
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
| Flawless, how I wish I'd be.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
| Definitely the conscience
22) What color eyes do you have?
| Dark brown
23) Ever been arrested?
| No
24) Bottle or can soda?
| I can carry around the can soda.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
| Put in it the bank first.
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
| Places good for night outs with disco area and karaoke yet still decent for dining
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
| No
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
| Go over my laptop or take a nap
30) Do you swear a lot?
| Rarely
31) Biggest pet peeve?
| ... huh?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
| Eccentric
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
| Yes
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
| Spam by purefoods is my favorite
35) Do you believe in God?
| Yes
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? (optional, of course. i'm not the boss of you.)
| Of course



Can you assess when a smile depicts happiness or simply conceals sorrow?

Can you tell if tears are made out of joy or depression?

Are we able to read a person's mood thru their expression and tone of voice?

How sure are you whether it's pure and sincere or faked and calculated?

Is there such an honest and innocent individual left untainted in this planet that can still portray such clear emotions?

For ages, we've made these analogies:

smile  = happy  = laughter
frown  = sad     = tears

If only things are as easy as it seems.

But for certain, if one can't define his or her own feelings, than you can't expect others to know you any better.


Your Answer...

Now you know what my heart desires
and have even peeked thru my thoughts
What more do you ask of me?
What more is there to offer?

I am but waiting for a sign on your end
'Yes; go; okay; alright', any will do
You don't even need to say 'I love you'
I wonder, is it too much to ask for?

Days go by, and my anxiety builds up
Always wondering if you'd call me
Often hoping that you'd come to meet me

Or has the sign alreadyy been laid out
And I simply refused to face the facts
'No; I can't; I'm sorry', please don't say so

I long for an answer but also fear it
Will it lead to blissful happiness?
Or will my end be in mournful tears? 

A Fool's Confession

Lookin' back to the times
we spent together
thinkin' it was real,
to last forever

You took my hand and
begged for my heart
but I turned you down
breakin' your heart

Now that you've found love
and left me confused
was your love for me true
or was I just used

I care not how 
you see me now
If only I could forget you
If only I knew how

Here and Now


In these modern times
I still dream of dreams
Where knights in shining armor still roam

Why did I not see
That you were there for me
You've always been standing next to me

How I let those times
Just pass us by
When our moments together were wasted away

Now that I realized
How you mean so much to me
I wish my days will forever be spent with you

Here I am, here is now
Walking side by side
Smiling sweet and true

Here we are, times anew
This time I won't let you go
Holding your hand so tightly

Thru the end
There's only me and you



I've been wearing a blindfold securely
   over my eyes for over two decades.
It has kept me safe from the toils of the world.
I remained pure and innocent;
   naive and ignorant.
Yet it only took one time, one moment,
   to sully my eyes and my mind.
It changed my view of the people
   around me forever.
I became prejudiced and skeptic;
   judgmental and suspicious.
Fortunate I may be that in the eyes of others,
   I remain untainted.
Unknown to all, my mind had long
   been poisoned by the perverse influence
   of our times.
If only it'll remain in the mind...